oh gawd. the room blew up
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Give me a light and watch the room blaze
Vicodin has me thinking very clearly. Like what the fuck do I do with most of my time..
Am going to create something beautiful.
Balance is off, head is faded
life is changing the way you made it.
Find yourself or lose yourself
just keep your spirits up.
What you feel now, what you felt then
its all changed, its all different.
Go with the flow is what i’ve always said
listen to your own advice or you’ll end up dead.
What if dead is happy, what if dead is pleasure?
What if its what i’m really seeking, what if it’s my treasure?
What if in that treasure are hearts of gold,
what if in that treasure I find souls i already know.
Will I be happy then? Maybe, I don’t know.
I just need to find a better place to go.
Here in this mindset isn’t cutting it anymore
I’ve been lame, sad, alone, a bore
This isn’t me this isn’t myself
Maybe I should seek professional help.
RIP adizzle
Don’t care so much, yet I over think.
And then it all comes through.
It all falls down.
Looking around suddenly everything aint the same
now there’s nothing, now there’s pain.
Why oh why did I do this, its driving me insane.
My brain can’t forgive myself
whats my heart going to do?
be dormant, remain helpless
what am I to do.
Let it bleed, let it drip,
Take a sip of that drink
Free your mind, free your soul
to a place you’d rather go.
Let go of reality, things ain’t cool there anymore
just wait for the future in optimism
and see what it has in store.
Because if you really want happiness
you’re going to have to be strong
if you really want happiness
move along, move along, move on.
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